updates

Hey guess I’m bek again… I guess it been ages since my last updates ryte… was kinda bz… wif tones of assignments, exams plus I wasn’t feeling well… even nw aso I’m still in pain but I’ll explain about it later in my blog yea. Nw is d tyme for updates. Well ntg much happen to me though during this few months… juz a normal routine… go clz cum bek eat gaming n thn sleep… that’s all… ntg much I could write about here… even my hols aso I spend my days wif activities dat r nt beneficial… hahaha…. U guys must think dat I dun knoe hw to manage my tyme n hols ryte… nah…. Is nt like dat… for wat I wanna plan bcoz in d end I’m nt going to follow bcoz I’m nt allowed, I f low budget no tyme and so on lah… so I end up finishing my 2 precious weeks wif gaming. So DAMN super BORING… FBing is a must every time I on9… n surprising I take few minutes to open up my dusty rooting blog today… n more surprising is I’m updating it nw… hahaha…

Anyway its nw update about my health… well I wasn’t feeling well for this past few months. I had joints swollen and it hurts like HELL. Trust me wen I said hurts like hell it really do hurts until I really cnt take it anymore… I was suspected of having arthritis… so I did blood test… I was damn sked wen dey do d blood test… I was crying wen they took d blood… (hihihi… damn skedlah wei…) to make things even worse is d doc asked me to do anthr blood test (wat d heck)… damn freaking irritating… GOSH!!!!!! I’m really sked of blood samo wanna ask me to do blood test again… arghhhhhhhhh…. Thr I go again anthr blood taking moment wif tears running through my eyes… n thn I brought my result to d doc n GUESS wat d doc ask me to do anthr test (wat d f***)…. Wat is he thinking…. I’m lab rat is it wanna trial n errors… pain u knoe nt taking blood always…. If keep on taking blood I surely dielah coz nt enough blood in my body… n thn here v go.. my mum decide to consult wif anthr doc… a physician… he ask me to do anthr blood test aso bcoz d blood test dat I did previously nt enough to prove anything… so again I wen d same moment it juz dat without tears lah…. Ahahah… den d result came out n d said it is normal it juz dat my protein is damn superb high… dats all… den d doc prescribe me arcoxia n dhasolone… well… after take my 1^st dose… I feel really good… d pain start to reduce… n thn wen for my follow up d doc prescribe me d same medicine wif lower dose… n GUESS wat… d medicine finnish d bt yet still I feeling d pain… I cn c my foot thr gt a lil swollen… arghhhhhhh… I DUNCARE d… wanna die die onylah… afterall this world is getting to its ending aso… aish… lazy d lah wanna elaborate more… juz a surface for updates yea…

Nw gaming tyme… so I gtg… cioz…

LOW SELF ESTEEM

I write this particular post specially for 2 of my CLOSE frns who f a very low self esteem. They always think themselves are very STUPID, NOT GOOD IN EVRYTHING THEY DO, VERY SLOW(slow pickup), n many morelah… for me thr is no such thing as STUPID… bcoz God had create all of his HUMAN CREATURE wif BRAIN… for wat??? He wanna gif u BRAIN if He want u to b STUPID. Every1 dat have brain dey are not stupid… u MIGHT be DIFFERENT frm others bcoz of d way ur using ur brain. But dat DOESN’T mean Ur STUPID. U may not good in studies but u may good in other things. As for me, if u try a lil harder, harder thn b4, n while studying put 100% concentration and broader ur mind n ur thinking wen ur studying surely u cn do it as othrs… hw u going to do well, if wen u studying ur BUSY SMSing at d SAME TYME… or while studying ur bz CHATING, or even BETTER, while studying u GAMING… all this is BULLSHIT… if u really wanna understand wat ur studying put u concentration in it ONLY… dun MULTITASKING WHILE STUDYING… it is a very BAD HABIT… the most important thing is DUN STUDY LAST MINUTE if u cannot pick easily… it will be HELL for u dat tyme… trust me… b confidence… thr is 1 of many phrases dat I hold ever since I entered MMU is

“if u think u can u definitely can, if u think u cant u DEFINITELY CANT”

I’ve been holding on this phrase for quiet sumtyme n believe me, it really works… anthr phrase dat I still hold on is: dun b shy to ask, if ur shy to ask ur d one who goin to lose it out…

I really hope my 2 CLOSE FRN r reading this… n I hope I did inspired u all to do well… coz: if thr is a will thr is a way… if u work hard u definitely cn do it… DONT juz sit thr n BLAME urself as LOSER…. A LOSER IS WEN HE DIDN’T DO ANYTHING WEN HE FAILS…

Thr is no such thing as FAILURE IF U HAD TRIED UR BEST… failure is a stepping stone for us to do BETTER IN THE FUTURE. EVEN Thomas Edison failed for 1000 tyme b4 he manage to come out wif his invention… but he NEVER ADMIT dat he had FAILED even for 1ce… for him all his failure is NOT failure but WORKING EXPERIENCE… experiences r d BEST teacher ever 1 cn get… so treasure ur experience and make it as ur stepping stone to SUCCESS ….

hello thr... u knoe wat... i've been running tru my blog post n found out sumthing... most of my blog post start wif " hello my dearie blog, sory for nt updating for such along tyme..." ahhahah... didnt realise dat i took long tyme to update my next post... hahahah... nvm... ryte nw i'll try my level best to update evry week yea...

if i'm nt mistaken 1 of my post, i said dat i wanna change my writing style ryte.. hahaha... i gues i havent change dat yet... coz i've been writing bout me ony... okok... today i'll try sumthing new yea... lets c whether it works or nt???

Mask...

This title post actually cum across my head wen i saw one of my buddy's personal msg at msn. according to him: "everybody wears a mask, some wears it to look happy, some wears it to fake themselves..."
i'm sort of agree wif him u knoe. as for me, each n every human in this world is wearing a mask. they wear diff mask for diff situation. eg: a manager may use a very strict, dedicated and motivated look mask wen he/she at work but wen their r at home, dey may change d must into sumthing loving, caring and funny kind of lookmask. this shows dat people may choose mask according to their environtment. This type of people we can't CLASIFY as HYPOCRITES... bcoz dey act according to d situation and environment.

but thr r sum circumstances whr people whr mask t fake thmselves... this type of person, IN MY OPINION i cn clasify thm as hypocrites. this type of people likes to PRETEND,ACT like othrs juz to attract attention. but sum may fake thmselves juz to USE othr people... well this type of people is very DANGEROUS...

the whole point here is, eventhough v wear diff mask for diff situation v nit to b ourself, being ourself is better thn being othr people bcoz GOD had created each and every1 of us wif special qualities n abilites. it is up to us to tresure it n use it for GOOD purpose.

wen v luv ourselves den people will luv us,
v luv oursleves it mean dat v luv our parents
wen v luv oursleves it means dat v r luving God...
coz God is in each one of us...
so people b urself... try to dig our ur specal qualities n abilties...

well... i'm juz bek frn clz... feeling extremely exhausted... i think this is due to my "inability" to sleep at nite... aish...lately, it is extremely hard for me to sleep... my sleeping tyme seems to change... nite i cnt sleep... day tyme cn sleep. wtf. adui... mcm org businesslah plk... dat day pegi clinic bt check up coz my flu 2 weeks x sembuh2... takut jgk H1N1... godwillingly... BUKAN H1N1... i nie sihat cuma flulah skit... i asklah doc tue... y i cnt sleep at nite... u knoe wat d doc asked me? mungking u ade byk prob kot ataupn terlalu penat... n thn d doc look n me... u ade prob ke??? n thn i saidlah x delah doc... mungkin over tired coz i had events almost every week ryte.. n thn d doc said r u sure nt u dun f prob... hahaha... d doc manage to make me laughlah... yelah... umur baru nk msk 20 (still young ok) manalah ade prob sgt... if gt pn juz minor2lah... aish... adui hai... harap i cn sleep at nite as usually i do... if nt i thin better migrate to anthr country to match my sleeping tyme kan... ahahha... mana country nk pegi nie... hrm... US??? x mo ar takut H1N1... baik stay kat m'sia nie... at least blh jadi BADWOMAN at nite... hahahaha...

hey thr buddies... well as usual i'm bek again... yayyyyyyyy... OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!! i guess i've been gone for ages.... GUESS wat i had difficulty to log in... i FORGOT my password... hw nice is dat... OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.... d moral of d story is always log in n update ryte.... well... i hope i could do so... i always had no enough tyme... i GUESS my tyme management need to b improvised ryte... argh... welll i guess this blog will b rather short as i need to rush to clz at 2... yea u hear it ryte i nit to go clz again... bt 1 think good bout this clz is... d lecturer is DAMN super FUNNY... really like d way he teach... HOPEFULLY... he will remain like this until end of d semesterlah... dunwanlah lecturer yg best sekejap lps tue dh x bestkan... aduhai... so wish me luck yea frns... hope to update more soon... wanna try new style of writing... ahahhaha... gtg... c ya... bye2

bek again...

aloha my dearie blog... ahhaha.. so sory for nt updating u for such a long period.. i was kinda bz this sem as alots of events i involve in plus assignmnet plus exams... n many morelah... btw i have a GREAT news... i gt selected to become OC... is dat GREAT!!!!!!! i've been waiting for this oportunity for long long tyme even d 1st day i was freshie bek in 2007. i always wonder wat it feel to b an OC... so i guess i nit to expereience it ryte... so wish me good luck yea. i'll share every single thing dat i gain in d event yea. oh yea btw... since it have been such a long tyme i didn't update ryte. tonnes of stories to share bt as usual don't knoe wether i "got" tyme or not to write out. but wan thing i cn assure here is i've been learning alot frm this past 3-5 months.. i think i've become a lil mature. nw i cn c d world in a clearer pic. i learn new things about people around me. i guess d longer v knoe dat person we'll knoe d TRU colors ryte... ahhaha... dunwan to elobrate morelah. let me elobrate it in my next blog yea. i have a lot of things in my mind but it juz very hard for me to bring out n express it here. ahhaha... mayb i should create anthr blog juz for myelf ryte. yeah ryte u must b thinking "1 blog aso very hard to update, wan anthr blog plk" nolah... it juz dat thr is sumthing dat i couldn't write it here because it may or may not hurts people feelings. but nvmlah... as far i concern here is this is my blog and cn write watever i wan ryte... provided wif certain limitslah. i feel like wanna change my blog post stylelah. i dunwan to write about myself anymore. i think wanna write about fact of lives, or love, feeling or sowatever.. u think its a good idea???


i guess dats all for now... i gtg now... need to take some rest... adios...

Hearth Hour

well people... i'm pertty sure most of u all had heard bout earth hour rite... so do guys really knoe wat actually earth hour is??? well let me help u guys out wif dat ya.... this article was taken from http://au.news.yahoo.com/a/-/latest/5459702/earth-hour-gets-closer-to-global-target/

More than 80 countries will this year participate in the Earth Hour climate change campaign, that began in Australia in 2007 with just over two million people taking part.

More than 2,800 cities and towns across the globe have signed on to switch off - edging organisers even closer to their ambitious target of one billion participants.

Two years ago, the campaign began at Sydney's Opera House.

This year Egypt's Great Pyramids at Giza will be plunged into darkness alongside another 828 global landmarks, including New York's Empire State Building, the Petronas Towers in Kuala Lumpur, the Eiffel Tower in Paris and the famed Coca-Cola sign in London's Piccadilly Circus.

Earth Hour organisers say that by turning off the lights for one hour from 8.30pm local time on Saturday, people can send a powerful collective message on the importance of action on climate change.

World leaders are due to meet in the Danish capital of Copenhagen in December to design a new global strategy to fight global warming.

Scientists say a strong agreement must come out of that meeting if the world is to avoid the worst effects of global warming.

The Earth Hour gesture also serves as a reminder to people to think about the way they consume energy and to modify their daily habits to cut down on power consumption.

More than 70 public events have registered to be part of the campaign in Australia this year.

As well as sending a message on climate change, Swinburne University astronomer Michael Murphy said the event would return the full beauty of the night sky to Australians, at least for an hour.

"The night sky is one of the last great nature reserves, but most people in Australia can't see it because of the city lights," he said.

The event's also a good excuse to indulge in some good old-fashioned romance.

Candle-lit speed dating will be held in most capital cities, while a 700 candle message of "lights off" will be laid out on Sydney's Coogee Beach.

A list of Earth Hour activities in Australia can be found on the website of the conservation group WWF, which founded the event.

well i guess nw u all f a clearer pic of wat earth hr is rite... ok now as one of many people in this globe lets us 2gthr make a change and work 2gthr to save our beloved earth. lets preserve this earth for our future. lets make a difference. lets switch off d lights. lets start to save our earth.

Remember!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tomorrow
28.March2009
at8.30pm to 9.30pm
switch off ur LIGHTS

p/s: to robbers, kidnapers, and any criminals whoever planed to rob, kidnap or any means of criminal on dat hour plez plez plez postponed it or cancle it. lets 2ghtr saved earth... coz it will make a different